FallenWillow15

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Searching for Safety. by FallenWillow15, literature

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Searching for Safety.

Looking into your eyes, I see a world of disappointment. I am right in the centre, of your universe as it comes undone. Started by my gentle touch, your pieces fall one at a time. Slowly you get tired, tired from your missing pieces, too indifferent to try looking for them. To try to save our world. The one you and I met in, is gone. We've destroyed. Looking into your eyes, sometime I see you hold the love, the love that you once had, all for me. Replaced now by hurt. Can't you see, I have the glue, the contraction plan, to put our universe back together. Stronger then before. I can say it but you won't believe me, you can't see me, us. Unti

Losing the Pieces by FallenWillow15, literature

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Losing the Pieces

I can't help. I can't help, falling in love with you. Even though, sometimes you look right through me. Right past me, at her. I can't help the way my eyes follow you, the way my hands want to hold you. The way I want to lay with you, Even though, most days its like you can't be bothered. I can't help sitting here, next to you, and feel alone. While you talk to her, does it help you? Does she help you more than I do ? Does she love you more than I do. Not possible. I can't help. I can't help you. If you don't want to me too. I can't help falling in love. With you. Even if i'm not the one you fell in love with. I can't help myself. I can't w

What Used To Be by FallenWillow15, literature

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What Used To Be

Broken body, broken bones. It's just me, in my broken home. I walk on the shards of my glass memories that I tried to hold too close. One by one they pierce my souls, each wound a reminder of the person I once knew. What I would give to be that girl, to be with that boy, but have the same eyes I know. Broken body, broken bones, It's just me, in the empty home. Trying to forget the pain in my chest, the ebbing feeling of being completely alone. If i could do anything, I would go back to a time, back to that day, and instead of spending the night, i would just walk away. because never meeting you, never having felt what love could do, there w

Eyes Open by FallenWillow15, literature

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Eyes Open

When its quiet, you come to my mind. I am forever sad, for how I left you behind. Each step away from you, I feel my heart break. You'll always have that hold on me, I was only yours to take. But with time, I grew older, and my eyes opened to the world. No longer could I see us in it, everything had changed. I hear you asking, asking for me to stay. My heart breaks a little more each step along the way. Your on my mind in the quiet moments and the sad, I see you all around me, the memories we had. It never goes away, this pain in my heart, the heaviness that i feel, an aching in my chest now we are apart. Its too hard to explain why, I left

Do you know? by FallenWillow15, literature

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Do you know?

Hey look, Cant you see? Cant you see me? Cant you see the scars on my hands, arms, hips... faded pink now, some angry, some fresh Look closer, at my pain, i wear it on my skin you can see it in my eyes if you look closely enough. But you don't, no one does. NO one see's me, no one knows that I carve the darkness away from my soul, it bleeds red from my skin, my sins fall into the sink, mingling with my tears, can you see me? Did you look? Because i need you too, i need someone to, help. me. Can you see? Can you see that i'm falling apart? Do you see circles under my eyes? how tired i am... do you know how to reach me? I want to reach out t

Cut Through by FallenWillow15, literature

Tattooed into my Eye Lids by FallenWillow15, literature

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Tattooed into my Eye Lids

Your words fly like knives, cutting through my exposed flesh, my lips race to take back everything i said, but it see it in your eyes, no longer soft.... distant you are rigid. Cold. I cringe back against the wall, trying to escape the daggers flying quickly i look away, so he can't see me crying. cut deep into my bones, the profanities burn into my skin, quiet now, he walks away, speaking words of truth, tattooed into my eye lids pulling back, i sit here quietly calculating my words more carefully now, i walk on glass.

I am the rain by FallenWillow15, literature

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I am the rain

I'm like a ghost, left searching for the life that's lost searching for the answers without opening my eyes a feeling of lost is all thats left. I thought that id be different. that i'd live without thinking, without trying. But i can't. Im lost. everything keeps moving but im stuck reaching for something but my hands slip on their cold shoulders. On his back. Im like the rain on a cold day falling from the sky asking why i took away the sun the light his life. Burried on their own, rain doesn't soak thier bones alone. I"m a ghost you see right threw me decide that you know me, assume what i'm thinking that i'm

You Are by FallenWillow15, literature

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You Are

You are my best friend, the date I never want to end. You are my better second half, the one to make me laugh. You are my ice cream supplier, the one that lifts me higher. You are my thunder buddy for life, the one who showed me how to drop the knife. You are my inspiration, every day with you is like a mini vacation. You are my late phone call the guy to who I gave it all. You are perfect in my eyes, the guy who made me realize that even when it feels like the end, like is feels like I'm falling apart, you'll always have my heart. You are my warm embrace, the reason for the smile on my face. You are the secret

This is the Price by FallenWillow15, literature

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This is the Price

Broken body, broken bones she walks on glass in her broken home. Each day she lingers betweeen the right choice and wrong trying to cope with what now is gone. Broken body, broken bones she hides her fears, and ends up alone. Starring in the mirror she see's that nothing good is next maybe its better to dissapear, be the wind that no one can hear. Broken body, broken bones nothing hurts like an empty home. She wears a smile, stuck deep in denile as long as her reflection gets attention it doesn't matter what she breaks, half of her life she's been a fake. Ignoring the hands that seek to comfort, in her eyes she is m

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Searching for Safety. by FallenWillow15, literature

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Searching for Safety.

Losing the Pieces by FallenWillow15, literature

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Losing the Pieces

What Used To Be by FallenWillow15, literature

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What Used To Be

Eyes Open by FallenWillow15, literature

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Eyes Open

Do you know? by FallenWillow15, literature

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Do you know?

Cut Through by FallenWillow15, literature

Tattooed into my Eye Lids by FallenWillow15, literature

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Tattooed into my Eye Lids

I am the rain by FallenWillow15, literature

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I am the rain

You Are by FallenWillow15, literature

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You Are

This is the Price by FallenWillow15, literature

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This is the Price

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cutters lullaby by Shemademe, literature

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cutters lullaby

Go to sleep, close your eyes, think of broken butterflies That tore their wings against a thorn You know the pain they have endured Silver metal shine so bright Scarlet blood that feels so right Dream of that blood trickling down And wake up right before you drown The moonlight shinning off your tears As you bleed out the worst of your fears So tonight when you start to cry Sing the cutters lullaby Hush a bye baby you’re almost dead You don’t have a pulse and your pillow is red Rock a by baby all broken and scared You didn’t know life would be so unfair Time to end this pain you know so well And come now baby To this ho

I gave you my heart by Shemademe, literature

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I gave you my heart

I gave you my heart and every piece of me, But now i know this is just a fantasy. Your like a dream and I cannot wake. But my love you did forsake. Now I am empty once again. No longer my lover just a friend. I thought this was love from long ago. But I was a fool and now I know. Your heart belongs to someone else. No matter what lies you tell yourself. So I will close my heart and fade away. Back into this dream is where I will stay. I just can't live with a piece of you. I need a love that is whole and true.

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Artist // Student // Literature

Apr 5
Canada
Deviant for 12 years
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Current Residence: Canada
Favourite style of art: all of it
Favourite cartoon character: peekachooo

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ADELE, Ron Pope

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Australia, Apocolypto

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never shout never

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Robert Frost

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FallenWillow15

Aug 11, 2012

White Oleander

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Everybody asks why I started at the end and worked back to the beginning, the reason is simple, I couldn't understand the beginning until I had reached the end. There were too many pieces of the puzzle missing, too much you would never tell. I could sell these things. People want to buy them, but I'd set all this on fire first. She'd like that, that's what she would do. She'd make it just to burn it.  The beginning deserves something special. But how do I show that nothing, not a taste, not a smell, not even the color of the sky, has ever been as clear and sharp as it was when I belonged to her. I don't know how to express the being with some